I found myself in you.

[_____megan]

Things have been weird. I feel extremely strange. Lonely, but only for reasons I forced on myself. I'd rather be by myself then with anyone else. Theres a battlefield in my mind about everything. Nothing comes easy these days. Decisions are almost impossible to make. I almost feel depressed. Trapped. And nothing terrible happend, thats the weird

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[ablacklineview]

hey woman, you just described word for word, exactly how i feel...my thought process is: i think i want something, and dwell on that for a while and i'm 110% sure that's what i want to do with my life, and then randomly something else comes along that i could be equally happy with...and both are in some way exactly what i want to do, but on the other hand completely different paths. but lately i've been thinking that maybe it's not necessarily about what i want to do, but what i need to do...and i think that, for me, it's becoming more clear and things are just starting to tie together. i guess sometimes it takes a lot of waiting for your answer, for me it did.

i love you and miss you, like you don't even know...i'm aching for a hug...sometime soon i hope

love,
jordan

[_____megan]

oh jordan, what i would do to hug you. can you come home soon? just a little bit? and i promise, when i do get my hands on you i wont let go for a long time.

i love you too, wiener<3

ps. i just found a bunch of our conversations from a long time ago. it was crazy. . . but i loved it.