I'll find a way to start again, somehow.
i don't miss you as my boyfriend.
i miss my best friend.
thats all :(

i miss having someone with me all the time.
shopping, driving, 711, watching movies, and everything in between.
& i don't even want to think about Christmas. geesh.

ehhh, whatya gunna do.

Is this numbness making this so easy ( Read more... )

I can do this.
I can do anything.

&without you, I'll be okay.

God, help me.

nineteen years old, almost. Honestly? I'm not excited. I hate growing up. I mean really... whats age? I don't know why i hate my birthday so much. I do believe i've done alot of maturing this past year tho. This past year has been good. & I believe this one will be amazing. Spiritually I'm on track, and i've never had it where its steady, and not ( Read more... )

i'm enjoying life ( Read more... )

Right now, I really miss ballet / dance ( Read more... )

I don't think I deserve this.
your walking on thin ice, baby.

I'm okay for so long... And then it kicks in again.
I wish I could stop pushing you away.

i'm frusterated with myself.

on a good note: VF in less then a month. 25 days to be exact.
oh what a time it will be.
I am kind of scared tho.

walk by faith, and not by sight.

note to self: feel betterrrrr, already!
life is good tho.

so peacefull, meaningfull, loving, & kind here. You'll hear me say this everytime i'm here. I Love it, so much! i feel as if i belong here. my hearts here. I need to figure out what God truely wants from me. maybe go to college at valley fordge, and move down here. go to college here? stay at home and go to college, and then come here? or stay ( Read more... )