your so much better then that, and I'm sorry you don't have anyone to tell you that. I'm sorry I can't be there for you, to tell you that, and more. I'm sorry I screwed up the entire relationship, and I'm sorry I'm alone, screwed up. I'm sorry for being a huge mess, and causing a mess, and not being able to fix the mess i left you. Just know that I ( Read more... )

I'm tired of feeling second best for EVERYTHING. I think I deserve ATLEAST feeling to somewhat importance. This is directed to more then one person. This would be the time in life where I just want to leave, and start all over, with a new name, new friends, new everything. Maybe my expectations are too high? But I never thought so. My Dad told me ( Read more... )

Is it bad that everything's going good here, everything's amazing.. yet I still want to get out of here? I still don't feel like i'm supposed to be here. seriously, i want out. And nothings even pushing me.

sneezes, coughing, headache, aches all over my body, and sleepiness ( Read more... )

Its one of those days that i'm overwhelmed wih happiness. I just got back from an amazing vacation with my best friend, and all my other friends, and if i wasnt good friends with them before... I am now ( Read more... )

i'm going to flordia and i'll be there untl the 13th.
flying for the first time; alone.
not excited for that.
but i know it will be the best time everrrrrrrrrrrrr.
once i get there:)
its going to be amazingggggg<3

leave me nice things.

i'm not going to lie; it hurts really bad.
really bad.

you mean too much to me.
and i don't want to let go.

i'm leaving for flordia on sunday, its needed now i guess.
i'm going to make the best of it.
i can't wait for the services, and the sun.
wish us luck.

i've been frusterated, angry at myself, and completely confused ( Read more... )

This is where I want to be.
This is where I need to be, right now.
sanity.
&& love.
for me.

i love it here.
your the only thing stopping me, I'll have you know.

Everytime that I've trusted you, You came through. Your the only one that has not let me down, and fail me. I have trust that you'll keep me safe, and healthy through my entire trip, and although I dont feel that great right now, that i'll wake up tomorrow feeling amazing. and 100 percent better ( Read more... )