yale: "makin me hella hella hella randy n shit giiiirrrlllll"

( Read more... )

i went to battle of the bands..i saw the best band ever, -courtesy of you- and i got a pin and a sticker, after that my night went to shit. okay, to get what happened tonight, i have to take you all the way to friday-last night- okay, i asked chris-collins- to talk to me alone and he said sure and i told him i really liked him and he said back to ( Read more... )

dear heart,
he's back again, prepare to shatter.
xxrachel

hey i know this is gona end up being a big fucking slap in my face, ut im just gona get a new journal..soo..yah..soon enough.

rachel

i miss squid..i think if i get a hold of him i will ask him to homecoimg ( Read more... )

im at amanda's updateing..woohoo..? ummm..i love nikki?..OH i went to the hatter and it was nice. dru is nice. i saw JON-JON AND TREY OMFG! i cannot belive jon jon knows him he is looks just like wes(trey does) and he won't be mean and reject me painfully over 8 times. why did i waste my time on wes when i had trey this whole time^.^?......i think ( Read more... )

now im embarassed...now i have to talk to him at school and i will feel akward jeeze. me and dan took brenden's shirt[the crystal lake one] and he was all OMG hahahahahahahahahahhaahahaha he has wrist cancer:-O atleast he told ellie that. travis is his twin? OMG justin and josh have my shirts nice. i have justins..thats nice.it's big on me.. ( Read more... )

so guess what. mike is fucking hott. i saw him at the movies and i got so sad. i duno why. i wana talk to him..like..actually talk to him but i dunoooooooooooo. i get nervous around him b/c he is so mike-a-licious teehee. he prolly don't like me tho so oh well...

<33Rachel

i can't belive you saved me..saved me from myself and the awful things that came along with my horrid personality..but you didn't care..you saw right though my icy outter image and realized who i was and loved me. i can't belive i held you close then just threw you away.im so sorry. i love you so much and i know much more than you perfer has ( Read more... )

im going to cut my arm up so bad it will never heal. that is so fuct up i hate you people.can't you see that it's hurting me...are you fucking blind, or are you too fanatic about yourself to realize what can be so simple yet so complex?