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I'm afraid and I wish it was next month...
I have to decide if i'm strong enough to see the person that destroyed me so much last year..
I really don't know if I can do it..
I need to but I don't know if I can....
I am so afraid and I just don't know what to do.
I wish I could see Josh and just sit and talk with him because I know he could help..
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I feel like I have destroyed everything.....I'm losing the most important person in my life...And I can't do anything about it....I'm in love with the most amazing man and I dont know what's gonna happen with us....

I leave on sunday and i'm gone for a week...I am very excited...I want to not have to deal with everything..I won't worry about my cell phone when i'm because it doesn't really work when i'm there....Things aren't the best right now but I guess they are okay..I haven't talked to Josh in over a week because he is visiting one of his best friends and ( Read more... )

My grandpa died at 7:20 on Thursday April 26, 2007.
It hurts like hell.
I was at my brothers, my sister in law handed my brother the phone saying it was my dad,
I knew, I knew that he was gone.
I heard 7:20 and I fell apart.
R.I.P. Grandpa. I love you always and forever.
I'll always hold the memories I have with you close to my heart.
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Fuck it! 
I'm done!
I'm done dealing with everyone's shit.
I DON'T CARE ANYMORE!
Be Idiots for all I care.
I give up on you guys.
It's stressing me out to much.
I love you all very much but your doing all the wrong things for all the wrong reasons.

I dont know this might cause I fight with someone.
I hope it doesn't but I needed to say this.
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I'm excited the wedding is this weekend!
This has been a crazy two weeks, 
and it has now left me very stressed out and scared.

I'm excited...
We got everything so we can redo our bathroom!
Yeah I know that it something weird to be excited about but still..
And I cant wait for my sister's wedding!!!