All the things you're not supposed to do feel great when you're doing them. Smoking, drinking, sleeping with girls who aren't your girlfriend; all these things and more.

Am I demon?

Went to europe, drank, threw up, smoked a lot, talked to girls, didn't sleep with any, didn't kiss any, climbed a stadium, smoked some more, at sushi, drank neat vodka, drank wine at a holocaust memorial, went shopping, spoke french, asked a girl if she was a lesbian, told a girl she was beautiful, Jeux d'enfants, argued, drank, hid in train ( Read more... )

Nothing to do for the next couple of weeks, I need some sort of way to make money before I go away. I also need to quit my job.

Police came to my door, ask me if I touched her.
"How do you mean officer?" I have an honest face. I smile nervously. Bastard barks tactless obscenities, asks me if I "fucked" her. Can you believe it, an officer of the law asking me if I've fucked a girl that age?

I won't answer him. 

met a girl, went on dates. i just wanted to be pals.
fast forward.
randomly bump into said girl, kiss, go on dates.
she just wants to be friends!

Went to a 'party' last night after work, terrible experience; i drank three shots in succession. felt woozy, spent a lot of time sitting down. talked to a body who was a friend of a friend.

i dont want to be ( Read more... )

I'm not a terrible dresser

Very impressed by Grace's intelligence; she wants to be an astrophysicist, maybe she could settle for being the mother of my children?

I don't know what I'm attracted to more, serpentine-ness or superfun awesomeness.

So tired!

Right there on my tongue

today during work, i wrote the opening to a short story on my arm. i can't even read it any more to write it down and i can't really be bothered to start it again ( Read more... )

i got into the university i wanted to get into. practically unconditionally, it's a bit of a long story though.

woop

Hi.

I went out on Satuday night and it was insane.  It was insane how confident I was and how well I composed myself, actually convincing others that I was good company. It was something special.
Not much in my life has changed, I almost suffocated that Saturday night though and I called several girls by the wrong name, it would seem that a lot of ( Read more... )

This friday I am going to buy the following.

new jeans.
new jacket.

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