i was upset at first
really upset.
When i heard about what some of you think of me, i let my self esteem drop.
But sitting here I decided you were wrong.
You wont change me and my confidence.
Thanks for trying, though.

if this were black or white, plain and simple, that would make my head stop spinning.

but its not.

i wish things were different.

why cant i just be like the last post i made ( Read more... )

I am
beautiful-
strong
without you.
I do not
need-
want
something like you.
I will not
hide-
run
from these feelings.

I am moving on. Just like you say you are.
But--
When you realize what you gave up,
What you had in me,
Do not come begging-
You did not make a mistake.

For two whole days i have been thinking about what i want ( Read more... )

There are some things in my life that at this very moment seem odd to me.
But then there are the most wonderful things that I am blessed with.

I can't wait to spend all night with my very best friends.
LS, AS, SG <---- we're doing it again

oh yes,  and for those of you who choose to fill my life with drama....quit. 
If you have no reason to bitch, I ( Read more... )

I finished my entry project for FIDM last night. all i need to get now is two more recommendations and my high school transcripts and i can send it in. i'm way excited. i realllly want this ( Read more... )

so yep. school is defintly starting soon. i need to take my senior pictures ( Read more... )

anyone want to tell me what love is?

I don't know what this is
And I forget how it's supposed to feel
I'm told by friends that I love him
But I'm too scared to consider it
He means so much to me
I just don't want to lose him