Um, a healthy relationship?
Never had one of these before. but anywho, it feels wonderful and I'm happy. 
He's for sure not perfect, but the closest thing to it and it feels good.

Just saw my best friend for a week, that was amazing. Being so far apart is way difficult but we manage. way more than most people could, anyway. She's my heart and soul so ( Read more... )

I'm trying to be strong ( Read more... )

It's time for a new Brittany.
I'm sick of this love feeling.
I'm about to break out
I may start drinking again.

This summer is going to be parties...
dancing...
parties...
drinking...
shopping...
dates with people i dont intend on dating...
and no one is going to stop me.

Oh I will be growing up like I want to see myself do, however I'm going to do it on my ( Read more... )

I'm an awful mess.
The only thing I think about is him.
The other day he says, "I want to try 'us' again"
I'm hesitant.
Only because I love him and I do want to make it work. 
I don't want either of us to be hurt.
I worked very hard to become the person that I am.
The things he told me that hurt my feelings so much...because they were true.
It took my best ( Read more... )

It's my 18th birthday in 2 days ( Read more... )

I am an emotional rollercoaster ( Read more... )

down 4 lbs. 
this sickness sad is exactly that..
sick.

and for anyone reading this; I am not anorexic. Nor am I bullemic.
I could never.

I want to go away for a while.
Thank God spring break is coming up. I need time to think.

sooo newer update ( Read more... )

okay
lets update.

i just recently received a God-awful haircut, which I am now fixing with prenatal viatmins and extensions :)
growwww backk bangsss 
ps-you never understand how one thing can make you feel pretty and is your comfort until you get rid of it and its like your world is over and you feel like shit every time you have to look at it cough ( Read more... )

It's amazing how many feelings one person alone can make you feel ( Read more... )