yesterday bobby came over. no parents so we went to smoke in my room. that was cool. watched Dazed and Confused. it's very nice that we actually hang out these days.

today after school i went to jennas. cookie dough &thirteen. i <333 her. her dad almost fell into the pool haha.

english sucks. my 3 key c key and d key are sticking.

♥

i deleted some lj friends. because i hate some people ( Read more... )

today. i went to shanes with laura&britt. josh was there. so was sam <3! and her cousin. inside outside breaking things. watching silent movies listening to good music. then sam leftttt w/cousin and britt and josh went to get food. rest of us went upstairs ( Read more... )

Is it possible that you could fall for me again? god i hope so.

saturday in went to the library with mom. and saw a boy with the nicest hair ever. collin grube. yeah yeah whatev.

evening went to JCC with lauren <333 RICKY zach adam and derek. movies hitch. adam's uber stoner friend wants me. creepy. hitch was weirddd. didnt sleep over ( Read more... )

love is for idiots. rejection in my middle name.

gizzys tonight with beautiful girls <333 wes was there with his chick. she was cute and smiled all the time. People who play DDR are so crazy. those legs! oh my.

we got numbers bitches. let me love you one last time window boy ♥

shane and i talked for an hour last night. analogies and cry cry numbness. we're starting over. when our conversation ended. that is when we met. and when i see him hopefully this weekend it will be the first time i have ever seen him ( Read more... )

man. my mom has really good cds. reunited with joni mitchell today <3 they just don't make the same kind of music anymore ( Read more... )

nothing about today matters except shanes parents weren't home and he decided to call me because he knew i would listen. and that made me cry and put the biggest smile on my face. im so sad and exstatic right now. and he rambled. and i didnt realize how much i had missed him rambling until he started. i never want him to stop talking.

breathe.

oh today. was so boring.

until 4. when gergal. was at my door.

we talked for an hour or so. he was really late getting home.
icanttasteyourgum

oh man i dont even know. homework is a drag. ruins the flow.

<3!

i just did the WORST thing i possibly could have. shane's livejournal. oh god. why does it feel like i've never even met him? i miss him. i cant pretend i dont. i dont wanna be the sappy ex i wanna be the girl he wants to get back with. or just the girl. again. im so stupid,