after school today bobby came over. we played with nerfguns and i beat him in mario kart...again!

then my dad took my brother and i on this crazy roadtrip all around town looking for a garbage can. crazy...

shane! pick up your phone! stop screening your calls! quit laying low!

today was boring. then i went to lauras with stephanie and we had a dance party in brian's bedroom. haha so weird ( Read more... )

everything was cancelled today. sunday school &work.

so i sat home. i have not been outside since friday evening.

i had a really nice talk with kristin. put a lot of things in perspective for me. thanks <3 ( Read more... )

I just poured my heart out
there's bits of it on the floor
And I take what's left of it and rinse it under cold water
And call him up for more

And I say baby, yes I feel stupid to call you, but I'm lonely
And I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me
And I thought maybe if I kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too

He said I'm sorry
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so. shane. is all i talk about. i relate everything to him and it's so dumb because i never did that when we were together. i need to get over you! it is so difficult ( Read more... )

i love waves of happiness. they just fucking come man!

sem kids are crazy. touching people when they have significant others. what knuckle heads.

okay two delayizzle. im too happy for my own good. and i update way too much.

these mood swings are fucking intense man!

my heart and teeth hurt really bad when i breathe. maybe ill have a heart attack ( Read more... )

late start ( Read more... )

early dismissal.

bobby came over. i whooped his ass in mario kart 16-0 . pathetic. played guitar. we had several rounds of snow because we are alcoholics.

then jenna came over too!!!! i love when that happens.

i have icky guitar tonight even though my cousin and i will probbaly skid off the down and fall to our deaths. shane croaked.

♥

im not used to not being a girlfriend. i really don't like the feeling ( Read more... )