I heard something in his voice when he said "i dont want you to give up on me yet"
but i guess he didnt hear that same something in my voice when i said "dont let me go"

this is so hard
i give and give
i honestly dont think im asking for too much though
im just gonna keep my mouth shut and deal
like i have for the past year.

Im reading this book ( Read more... )

He hasnt been through what ive been through
He doesnt have to deal with what i deal with everyday
and when i sit there with tears running down my face
He just turns up the car radio
and when he finally stops to take a minuete to listen
He doesnt listen at all
Hes right
and im wrong
always!
end of discussion.

i wish i could talk to him right now.

Its been a long time since ive updated ( Read more... )

i want to go back to school so bad ( Read more... )

my boyfriend roscoe
doesnt read my live journal
i mean he doesnt have to, but idk

a long time ago like when we 1st started dating
i read him all my old entries so that he could get to know me
i think i bored him

so its not like he doesnt know about it
he just doesnt read it
whatever.

ok so this is my last entry about the history i have with a certain person.

well i hope you undrstand what im trying to say in these words

Everybody's talking <------Your friends told my friends how you felt
But they don't say a thing <----They never told me tho ( Read more... )

if only you all knew what i have to deal with ( Read more... )

i read my horoscope today and it doesnt look to good
and i read the horoscopes of the people im gonna chill with today and it all matches up. So i have to be very careful with what i do and say or everything is gonna come crashing down.
Yikes!!!