baby face. i think you make more sense than a lot of people. pensacola is always here.. and i always will be to. no matter what decisions you make. i love you with all of my heart. you are my best friend, my sister, my hetero life mate, my "cousin" (we pulled that one off for a long time). i love your family like my own and i appriciate everything you all have done for me. i think we would have so much fun together if you moved up here. never a dull moment. because we are just cool like that. and trust me, the getting away part... VERY GOOD. I love you and i am sorry for all the bullshit people put other through. some people i tell ya.. being selfish is good sometimes. look at the situtaion i was in before. something bad happend and if i wasnt selfish i still wouldnt be able to live it down. alot of people would have looked at me different and i wouldnt be where i am now. like HAPPY. i hope things get better. and let me know when you are coming to me.. so i can start buying furniture. hahahahaha.
so many things to be said to you. but so little space in a comment box. I'm going to call you; soon. Not tonight, maybe not tomorrow. But sometime.. because talking is easier than typing. ily.
puddin. for awhile i was so confussed about what to do it in my own life. because after tina left i just started filling my life pointless relationships to get my mind of her. which instead of helping me get over her, only made things worst.
my best friend(ironically also named ashley) told me that in the long run all that matter was my own happiness and that i needed to be selfish. and when i finally realized that, that is when you came into my life. i said fuck it to the other people, because there wasnt any meaning behind what we had. and everything just felt right with us.
but im not going to be selfish with us, if you arent 100% happy here i cant ask you to stay for a such a small part of what makes living here worth it. but i am going to remind you that the whole time you where up there, yes you had fun, but you texted me saying you missed here soooososoosososoososo much.
but in the end it all come down to what will make you happiest. and support what ever you chose to do. and will always be here for you.
hey...not trying to start anything good or bad...but i dont hate you...and im sorry things arent going good for you...not that my thoughts matter anymore...good-bye
thankyou. but telling me you're not trying to start anything good or bad, & then ending it with "not that my thoughts matter anymore" kind've makes it pointless to comment. I wish you would just be honest with me, & not act like you're trying to cover your ass so none of your friends will think you're a pussy for talking to me, or I should say commenting to my lj.
congratulations on your new life though. I'm proud of you. Honestly- I Promise.
Kara, although we aren't the greatest of friends because we never took the chance to fully understand and get to know one another I always felt we have had some kind of connection.
I am not one to sugarcoat things either and I truly wholesomely concur with this entry. I understand exactly where you are coming from because I too am out of everything, and use simple excuses to tomorrow to keep myself busy so i don't realize the hole I'm digging for myself..this hole of nothingness and dissappointment.
I truly wish you all the best of luck in trying to find what truly makes you happy- it's the voyage of life and you are going to be searching for it until the day you die.
soo, ily & how you can give your opinion & not make it seem like you're trying to preach. You're a wonderful girl Christina.. =] .. &&& I think that sometime this weekend we all should get together, because I miss you terribly.
& no matter how short our time was together in the halls of Dixie Hollins, we did always have some connection. I could feel it too. Maybe it was the drama I caused @ first, & the fact that you were kind enough to forgive & forget. You amaze me sweetie, every last bit of you.
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but so little space in a comment box.
I'm going to call you;
soon. Not tonight, maybe not tomorrow.
But sometime.. because talking is easier than typing.
ily.
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for awhile i was so confussed about what to do it in my own life. because after tina left i just started filling my life pointless relationships to get my mind of her. which instead of helping me get over her, only made things worst.
my best friend(ironically also named ashley) told me that in the long run all that matter was my own happiness and that i needed to be selfish. and when i finally realized that, that is when you came into my life. i said fuck it to the other people, because there wasnt any meaning behind what we had. and everything just felt right with us.
but im not going to be selfish with us, if you arent 100% happy here i cant ask you to stay for a such a small part of what makes living here worth it. but i am going to remind you that the whole time you where up there, yes you had fun, but you texted me saying you missed here soooososoosososoososo much.
but in the end it all come down to what will make you happiest. and support what ever you chose to do. and will always be here for you.
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soon.
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congratulations on your new life though. I'm proud of you. Honestly- I Promise.
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I am not one to sugarcoat things either and I truly wholesomely concur with this entry. I understand exactly where you are coming from because I too am out of everything, and use simple excuses to tomorrow to keep myself busy so i don't realize the hole I'm digging for myself..this hole of nothingness and dissappointment.
I truly wish you all the best of luck in trying to find what truly makes you happy- it's the voyage of life and you are going to be searching for it until the day you die.
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& no matter how short our time was together in the halls of Dixie Hollins, we did always have some connection. I could feel it too. Maybe it was the drama I caused @ first, & the fact that you were kind enough to forgive & forget. You amaze me sweetie, every last bit of you.
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