this is taboo, and i know it.

[____axiomatic]

so. that tranquil, optimistic, hopeful phase? yeah, its over. i still feel like something inside me has changed. but there are so many people i need to abandon, so many situations i need to remove myself from. not because its unhealthy, but because its pointless.

the amusing undercurrents are cliché, the advice marginal, the esprit de corps

Comments

[bedauern]

...desperation's knowing inside your cover's always blown

transparency is a difficult obstacle to overcome.
sometimes, an impossible one.

[____axiomatic]

my lucidity isn't really an issue. i mean, granted i was obviously talking about myself... sometimes, its just better to be an open book. i guess it was supposed to be more of a warning? not a complaint concerning my obvious intelligibility.

usually, when you hide something from everyone else you also end up hiding something from yourself. but then again (to use some of your favorite lyrics)...

i can't pretend
i need to defend
some part of me from you

All that time you were pretending, so much for my happy ending......

[cementgirl]

I wasn't going to comment, but then I know that you like to know that people read your journal.

Ok so you've been searching for something that you don't really know what it is? Is that one of those, know it when it comes along things? I hate that. It complicates everything.

Taboo is such a great word. It just... fits.

Wow. this is a pointless comment

[____axiomatic]

you dont need to comment if you dont really have anything to say. its true, i do sometimes feel like i need the, validation? i mean, i blog about things i think about... so if i've already thought about them, technically i'm not learning anything new by writing it out.

i guess i'm just trying to enlighten you.

Song

[wired_mouse]

I feel guilty for knowing all the lyrics to that song.

Re: Song

[____axiomatic]

as you should.

Re: Song

[wired_mouse]

shut up

Re: Song

[____axiomatic]

make me.