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Feb 03, 2005 16:27

So... bad news. Super bad.

Someone phoned my mom and told her I cut. I dont know who, and I hate the fact that they both know now... I just... god.
I cant do this. My mom is making me go see a counsilor. And, maybe the doctor. I hope they dont make me take some kinda pill, or take a test or something.
:(

I feel so horrible right now.

-m.

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____joyelectric February 4 2005, 00:04:13 UTC
shit.

honestly that's horrible. i couldn't cope if my parents found out about something like that. i'd hate for them to know that.

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____bangbangx February 4 2005, 00:07:46 UTC
its honestly the worst feeling ever. it hurts so much that they know, because they're trying to hide that they're dissapointed. my dad sems to kindof understand how i feel, which is scary. but my mom is just... shes almost blaming herself, i had to read her my diary to show her that it wasn't her.

x_o

i have to go to a coucilor.
:( but, i still have this horrible feeling like i'm going to do it again. i've cried myself to sleep every fucking day this week.
-m

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torn_girl February 4 2005, 02:14:35 UTC
wow, thats weird, that happened to me too. my parents have just recently found out about me. my moms been freaking out but my dad is a little more calm about it. i don't know if i'll have to go to counseling but they said its a possibility. my dad even talked about sending me to one of those hospitals but luckily i talked him out of it.

maybe this could be good. you said at one point that you think you might want help. so maybe it will get better? i really hope so cuz i love you.

in any case, good luck with it all. i hope it turns into a good thing for you and that the horrible feeling of them knowing goes away.

but i'm here for you and i understand completely how you feel.

love you.

<3amy

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____bangbangx February 4 2005, 02:16:47 UTC
thanks amy, your super cool.
i hope you stop too. we can stop together, and be all... not like this.

<333333
*hugs*

-m.

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socrush_me_baby February 4 2005, 02:39:20 UTC
oh my, (its marybeth from Heartbrken_kids and emo_X_)
uhhhhm, yeah. i really hope that my parents never find out about that.
-->i'd probably die.
oh my gosh tho, i'd kill the person who told
i hope you feel better
if you need to talk im here <3
-exoh-

Marybeth

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driftedthoughts February 4 2005, 13:46:41 UTC
My mom found out about me a while back. I wasn't wearing any bracelets or my sweater, and i tried to hide it, but it didn't work. She saw, and the worst part was, we were at my school fixing the contact card, and then we were on our way to dentist. She was yelling at me the whole way there. But i wouldn't talk to her. Which made it worse. So i went to the dentist crying. It was horrible. And she made me see a phycologist or w/e...and i visit her once a month. And i'm also on Paxil. It's a mild Ant-Depressant ( ... )

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