Fuck everything. Fuck everything. Just as I was getting better too, bitch. FUCK YOU. Fuck me. I dont have a crush on anyone. And I never will because I'm a fucking slut acording to most of my 'friends' and I'm not allowed to have my THREE boyfriends. Fuck that. Fuck you. I'm not loving anything anymore, cause all it does is hurt, and all I do is ( Read more... )

I'm sick. and i hate being sick. and i haven't updated in forever, so everyone probably thinks i'm like, dead or something.
i wishmy house has been under this bad mood thing for like, two weeks now, and its pissing the FUCK out of me. my parents are mad that i'm not "happy" enough. then go around the house pouting at me because i'm sick and i ( Read more... )

So... bad news. Super bad.

Someone phoned my mom and told her I cut. I dont know who, and I hate the fact that they both know now... I just... god.
I cant do this. My mom is making me go see a counsilor. And, maybe the doctor. I hope they dont make me take some kinda pill, or take a test or something.
:(

I feel so horrible right now.

-m.

Another weekend down the fucking drain. I've been up to my nose in things to do, and I'm starting to drown in it. I dont have time to fucking sit down and read a book anymore. Whats happened?
I'm so fucking sick of this stupid school year. I wish challenge day had never come, because now all of the teachers are trying to play councelor with us. And ( Read more... )

i have a headache right now. and i feel liek crying but i'm at a party and my thoughts are slurring into one big long... sentance.

but thats what my life is right now. its not a story. its a run on sentance.
and noone like run on sentances.

-m.

So, my math teacher just called my house ( Read more... )

So. Today pretty much blew the meter on the worst day ever. Mr.Harvey decided to get Mrs. Selby to give us all shit for the people who've been roaming the halls when classes are in, and how if we dont do a good job in Gr. 9, we're gonna get kicked out of high school, and we're not going to make it. Mrs. Selby gave us some figures ( Read more... )

I dont think I can keep this up. I cant keep dance, and school, and everything going at the same time. I'm so fucking tired of everything. Mr. Harvey was talking about how he cant put us into science 10 without a 65% or up. And I'm at a 65.6 ( Read more... )

So apperantly Morgan is going out with my ex, Lee. But I'm not mad, honestly. O just hope he treats her well. I hope he treats her nice. I hope they're happy together, they make a good couple ( Read more... )

-MY PINK EYE IS FZUCKING GONEEEE!

yay.

-it was one week and one day since i cut ( Read more... )