Things have been okay over the past couple days I guess. I don't know for sure, but I think this is a big turning point in my life. What with me moving and having to be somewhere without friends, spending all day with my mom. Ha. How could I stay the same? All I ever used to do is go over to friends, smoke weed and drink. I don't have access to ( Read more... )

What did I do? Seriously. What? The one time I'm calm, and not fighting with him, supporting his decisions, Trying to be there for him, he writes in his journal how horrible I am. Saying I'm violent, rude, uncaring, self-absorbed, and insulting. Oh nice Derek. Thanks for commenting in my journal last week about how great I am, then following up in ( Read more... )

Holy shit I had so much fun this weekend. I got to go to a Hockey game last night. I was screaming my head of the whole game. =D Hockey is the only sport i can pay attention to ( Read more... )

Today has been a great day.

I'm off to Michelle's.

Adios.

I'm calm now, after my last break down. I think it's the last for awhile. I hope it is. I don't think I can take much more.- Sigh - Derek comforted me, he made me feel happy. An emotion of which I've lacked for the past week. It was nice. I realize, that I'll stay by his side this time, be there for him. As a good friend, which may change ( Read more... )

Okay since I already did a short entry about what I hate, I though, why not put the damn cherry on the top and tell you more things I hate about myself and the world around me. Maybe if I do, I'll change them ( Read more... )

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I hate my name.
I hate that I hate me.
I hate being unloved.
I hate being unappreciated.
I hate being shy.
I hate how I waste my time writing in livejournal about I hate things about myself.

I didn't see it coming, but I felt it. The waves of emotions ( Read more... )

type your name with your:

nose arielle
elbow arielle
tongue arielle
chin arfdielkloe
feet arielle
eyes closed and one finger ariekke
back of my hand aariele
palm arieller
mouse w5ri4ell4e
wrist astrikoe.l.red

=D

He makes me lonely.

And I can't pinpoint why.