hmm afterall, you're being really fucking stupid. people need to fucking grow up and get over themselves. learn to move on asshole.

i finally went back to my natural hair color

i want to be thin again. not liek i'm fat or anything but i've definatly put on some pounds and now i'm working out every night and i have been for like a week and i dont' feel any diffrence. i hope it works. i'm also eating healthier or at least trying to. this blows.

tonight i went to this meeting about applying to college and i realized how fucking close it really is now. i got an application for NHS and i'm pretty confident i'm getting in. the application is a bitch though. as of now that's my first priority. then comes all my college stuff. i want to get it done as soon as possible so i don't need to worry ( Read more... )

it's been such a long time since i've written anything in here. i dont' know, i guess i just got bored of it. i've been busy. school is stressful. swim season is finally ALMOST over, it's consumed so much of my time. when i'm not swimming i'm working. i just don't really have much free time. the musical is in a month. stage crew is starting and i'm ( Read more... )

i feel like an asshole. like the worst person in the world. but everything happens for a reason, right? tell me if its not okay. i'm sorry.

it should be snowing already! wtf. i actually can't wait. i can't wait to go skiing. i can't wait for christmas and my birthday and new years in canadaaa. i'm so so excited. i can't believe this friday is already december. the new brand new cd isn't as good i expected and hoped. oh well i don't know. i'm happy. even though i love the way things ( Read more... )

i really dont' like using this anymore.

i miss the summer so soo much. i miss the carefree lifestyle. i miss my life in poland. i miss having someone. i need to learn to look into the future and forget the past because i'll never get it back. it's so upsetting. i love what i have now, i just wish i could still have the things i once had a while ago ( Read more... )

omg so i saw alexisonfire last night. amazing. i had so much fuuuuun. i love them so much and i can't wait to see them again in januaryyyy. they always put on a crazy show. at the end of their performance, like half the people at the show got on stage with them and went crazy. it was so intense. also cancer bats played with them just like last year ( Read more... )