so yeah last night was absolutely amazing. amanda and i decided we wanted to sleep on the beach so me,her,dave jackie, and mike span went off and bought a few supplies and then we were off to roosevelt beach in Deal.when we arrived amanda and mike got in a huge fight and mike and dave left with our lantern.we made the best of the situation and ( Read more... )

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i haven't written in a while. i dont really know why but a lot has been going on.i feel really terrible about somewhat pushing a really nice boy away.sometimes i dont know how to handle situations so instead i have a tendency of using ignorance almost as a protection mechanism.its hard to say what i want anymore because i dont think i even know.i ( Read more... )

i walked for two hours in the pouring rain this morning. i couldn't sleep and just needed to clear my head. i started out heading east on the highway and then wandered in the woods. i felt like i belonged in the rain.while everyone else was inside their homes, cozy in their beds i felt like i deserved to be soaked and swallowed up in the fog.i don' ( Read more... )

come on baby light my fire.

Today i had a really nice time hanging out with a boy. We looked at records and made fun of the ridiculous covers.It's nice talking to someone I can relate to for the first time in a while.

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I was reluctant in starting another livejournal back up after all the controversy that my last one recieved. I don't care anymore what people think about me and I haven't for a while now and I have been so much happier. Why waste time caring about what other people think about you. I don't know why it took me so long to come to that realization. ( Read more... )