speechles...

[____cityhassex]

i'm so lost in words right now. i don't even know where to begin or what to say. actually, i have lots to say but i don't know how to put it together for you guys to understand. i'm sure the ones who've known joel and matt know what i'm trying to say. especially you brittany because joel was your best friend and i know he's not replaceable and i

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[underurthumb]

i wanna cry now...yesterday early morning, around 1:00ish i stopped by where the accident took place a dropped a picture i had drawn, i got all emotional and it still hurts

[____cityhassex]

death is scary

[lloydobler]

man im sorry...
i saw you in your car downtown and yelled from mine on saturday
hope youre doing alright

[____cityhassex]

oh man you did??
i wish i heard you or something
and thanks

[beccaisabitch]

that is so sad.
: [

[____cityhassex]

yeah...

[_nullaby_]

Hey I gave shane you're thingy...like 2 weeks ago.
He was supposed to give it to mendel but I guess he didn't.
Tell mendel to remind shane.
Damn boys.

[____cityhassex]

ha mendel will probably forget
maybe i'll write it on his hand

:-\

[lilugurl27]

Hey.. I was good friends with Joel. It still is very hard.. to walk past his locker... everyday before 2nd I would give him a hug.. now i cant do that. eastside is definitely not the same anymore. Its so weird. Unexplainable. I still dont know why JOEL had to be taken... Things are getting a little easier. but i still have those times when you need a good cry. I hope everyone gets better.. everyone heals in time.
~Cait~!~