same old
situation
over
over
and
over
i'm waiting
sitting here
get up
start running
and when i look into the water i see an image
reality distorted.

it’s a strange phenomena. something no one will ever understand, i suppose. but the feeling of emptiness always takes over. always. it never lets go. you’re holding someone’s hand, but you feel alone. you’re kissing someone, but you feel empty. empty inside. like that person’s tongue isn’t filling you with the sweet honey that comes from love. the ( Read more... )

endless green hills
infinity
infinity
infinity blue skies
forever white clouds
always smiling in
this v a s t space
with the sun
forever brilliantly shining yellow.

"close your eyes," you said to me, so i waited for a kiss. instead you drove off and did not grant me bliss. i sat on the curb for hours, till a policeman drove me home. "we found your daughter on the street, sitting all alone." i hugged him oh so tightly, he said "be careful next time". he closed the door, drove away, and mom looked at me and ( Read more... )

In my dreams delicate grains ( Read more... )

Not at the moment. I suppose not. bleeding trees begin to rot. blind children being taught. Holy Ghosts flying above. In my religion class he's a dove. I stole Jimmy H.'s glove. Valentines being passed around. Mind has fallen to the ground. silly Jimmy doesn't know. My love for him is as pure as snow. Too young to notice, too happy to care, he ( Read more... )

sitting here
unbelievable sunlight
dull
distant
disappearing
death
that i can see
with fading eyes
growing darker
glowing no more
sometimes--
maybe--
i will sit
in unbelievable sunlight
and
die; disappear;
distant; dull;
fading.

i just don't
i just don't
know
what life can bring
when endless
waves
descend
upon
creamy sands.

fuck you said i
brush my hair
fix my eyeliner
goodbye.
leave.
go. away from
this place. why
would i want to be here anyway? Open the door
walk out.
Don't look back.
That's right. with dignity.