I can't believe I start my third year of college tomorrow. I'm going to be fifty before I know it, I'm going to shut my eyes & have accomplished nothing near what I dreamed ( Read more... )

some days it is not so easy to forget.

other days, it is not so easy to remember, but today? well today I miss the bear hugs & the promises you never had to say aloud, “I’ll always be here.”

well, you aren’t. stupid little girl, stupid naive little girl, to think the world would stop spinning just so you’d get the chance to say your goodbyes.

( Read more... )

She stood there with a look in her eyes so desperate I saw clear to her heart, with the liquor pouring from her lips, I promised her I wouldn’t leave.

But I left.

I stumbled up the glass door on a drunk half sincere, hoping for the worst because at that point, it was all I had left. I looked that boy in the eyes and said, “tell her that she’s ( Read more... )

xolis.tumblr.com/

I'm still going to use my livejournal as I post much more private things here but! I like to be able to put pictures, videos, & things up on tumblr because it is just so easy.

yeah, my last post, still holding strong. been giving advice for about an hour now, all of which I accepted would fall on a deaf ear before I even started ( Read more... )

"Go mortals, sweat, pant, toil, range the lands and seas to pile up riches you cannot keep; glory that will not last. The life we lead is a sleep; whatever we do, dreams. Only death breaks the sleep and wakes us from dreaming. I wish I could have woken before this ( Read more... )