i hate valentines day. i had to write after the fact because its so cliche to bitch about it on valentines day. i think ive realized that maybe im not supposed to forget her, maybe shes supposed to be there. who knows. im so over everything. i hate sounding like that but i just need to get out of the dorms, they drive me insane. i cant wait to move ( Read more... )

i go back to school in a week. its so weird. ive been home for what seems like forever and have gotten into a new routine and now i have to start a new semester with a completely different routine. i love school, in fact all of the other holiday breaks i was miserable because all i wanted to do was be back at school. i needed this break badly. i ( Read more... )

im back. i realized i want to write in this more. ill write more later, this is just a first step forward!

its crazy that im finally at school. the first nights of college were fucking awesome. just partying and having a good time. the whole roommate situation is iffy, but i dont see the kid enough to NOT get along with him. he seems alright, we are just very very different people from two VERY different backgrounds. classes start tomorrow and its weird ( Read more... )

If you comment on this post, saying anything at all ( Read more... )

holy shit, i leave in 22 days. this is fucking crazy ( Read more... )

im done with high school. its still weird to say ( Read more... )

i havent updated in exactly a month ( Read more... )

okay. so im home from school because im exhausted. i feel like i'm constantly moving around and doing something, and today was the first time i actually slept and didnt get up at the ass crack of dawn. im really excited for buffalo. i need spring break to come simply because winter break was so amazing that i just wanted a repeat of that. i always ( Read more... )

i hate today. i had so much to write. but i cant

ill update again when i can actually articulate my feelings.