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a very lovely boy is making a brief return to palm coast tomorrow and i'm excited

crucial meltdown feeling lately.
i'm drained all together.
but i'm actually coming out of this very content.

i've become a maria mena and cigarette junkie.
between my overly paced walks to class, that let me add do not interest me at all,
i have no time what so ever to think, talk, have fun exc.
through the the countless pages of the history texts and sine cosine and tangent all i want to do is art.
i despise my art class and the many obnoxious freshamn ( Read more... )

we can do nothing but live, and learn from living.
i have a long way to go, and i'm ready.

i'm not out to hurt anyone.
at time with things we're selfish,
but we're only humans.
no matter how good hearted people are,
everyone wants to be happy.
even me.

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i'm painting my room this week ( Read more... )

i would love to go back in time to last year and beat the shit out of myself.
yeah, that would pretty much be the best thing i deserved.