i hate when everyone tells me not to be in a bad mood ( Read more... )

i'm pumped.
today is saves the day!
& it better make life better. for at least a week

shit sucks lately. but thats okay.
i'm without.

goddamnit, i need ass.
& i just sounded like a complete hoe.\
oh well.

i miss feeling normal.
i miss being with friends.
i miss the summer.

but i'll stop missing. maybe it'll be better this time.
i need a girlfriend.
or something.

i'm bored right now.
does anyone else love taking showers in complete darkness?
'cause i know i do.
i'm creepy.

i never update anymore ( Read more... )

i have mid-years all this week. LAME. tomorrow is italian and english. so i didn't really have to study. actually, i dont really have to study for any of them. for bio i get a front and back of a page to fill with notes, sweet. it only sucks that i get out at 12 but can't do anything after since i still have practice at 2 ( Read more... )

my fingers smell of popcorn. i love that smell ( Read more... )

I'm totally well partially happy at the moment ( Read more... )

i seriously want to die right now.

okay, majorly dramitic. just disappear.

today is the first day, in almost 2 weeks that i've had 5 minutes to spare. i dont even, i'm just updating because my mind is so full.. even though i'm sure i wont say much ( Read more... )

I've been a mess like all day today, i got to school with a massive stomach ache cause well.. i made myself that way.. so i ate a whole roll of tums in a matter of 2 periods. i thought i was going to die. i hate being worried, i don't want to lose someone i love. i hate caring as much as i do.. i hate tears, i never cry ( Read more... )