Today is goodbye to many chapters in my life. I don't think it's quite hit me yet. Slowly i'm letting the past go, but a piece of my heart follows. I just wish things ended differently and i could say i had no regrets. I quit dance and it has been my passion for 11 years. I'm use to failing at everything, but dance was different. Know I have ( Read more... )

Something bad is going to happen. I just know it. But I hope i'm wrong.

Words really can't explain how i've felt lately. It's come to the point where I don't care what happens. A lot of you may think i've lost my mind and i'm beginning to agree with you. It doesn't scare me anymore. Like I said, I don't care. I tried telling myself it's just temporary, but it's all too familiar now. I don't even remember how it feels ( Read more... )

They painted up your secrets
With the lies they told to you
And the least they ever gave you
Was the most you ever knew

They press their lips against you
And you love the lies they say
What's the point in all this screaming
No one's listening anyway.......

As darkness quickly steals the light
that shined within her eyes
she slowly swallows all her fear
and soothes her mind with lies
all she wants and all she needs
are reasons to survive
a day in which the sun will take
her artificial light......

I got my license!!!!!

I'm going to get my license tomarrow! I hope i pass. I'm wide awake and i know i cant fall asleep and i have to wke up in 7 hours eek. Wish me luck fools, most likely i'll be your new ride. swings make me sick z man, i still feel dizzy. O and i got a cell phone a week ago, still dont know my number, but no ones perfect. shit what am i saying i am ( Read more... )

I don't like how you use me to get back at each other. I don't like how you try and win my friendship. I don't like how you bitch. I don't like being the shoulder to cry on. I don't like hypocrites who try and make me look bad. I don't want to be dragged into your bullshit. I don't like giving you my cigarettes. I don't like being used. I don't ( Read more... )

Haha....well guys my brother just got home. He had the key with him they whole time. IM CRAZY. Sorry tim and joey, i'm stupid. haha what a waste of 2hours.

So I finally finished training today, thank god. I have the biggest headache though. So it's about 8 o clock tonight and i'm at jason playing hide and seek, only to find out my bestfriends got in a car accident. I havent really talked to them, but at least they are okay. I'm relieved that i wasn't in the car b/c I almost left with liz. But i feel ( Read more... )