I would like to take a second to tell you all that life is pretty much a downward spiral of shit. it just gets deeper and deeper. My job is about to drive me insane.. as well as my grandmother. i lvoe her to death but sometimes i wish shed shut up. im doing the best i can. someone shoot me. I need my own space.. i need a better job so i can get a ( Read more... )

BREAKING DAWN WAS AMAZING!!!!! dfjsfkahsdylfgsdgafdgfadvabgfgafgfagf

Im about to try to finish lullaby bc now im awake.. friday breaking dawn comes out.. can we talk about whos exctied?? omg.. if edward and bella dont end up together.. im going to hurt someone i swear! 

I was suppose to go on this date.. so i told my grandma id get the kids in bed first.. and i have to lay down with my oldest son to get him to sleep... and i fell asleep. when i woke up i had like 6 missed calls and 5 text messages... so yeah.. no date for me. hopefully my grandma will watch the kids tom so ican go see him. I really like this guy ( Read more... )

I think I feel happier and more alive than I have in awhile... and on the same hand i have no idea how to date with kids.. how the fuck do i do that.. someone explain please im lost. i cant take them on every date.. but i cant leave them with a babysitter allll the time. has anyone ever experienced this? im lost and need help. tell me what to do

I'm pregnant AGAIN!

gage started sititng up by himself yesterday... here are some pics.. sorry i dont update alot but im working NONSTOP now so... yeah...


( Read more... )

( Read more... )

( Read more... )

so gage is going into a regular carseat within the next week... hes getting so big.. too big for a carrier... my baby... is 4 months and 2 days!!!! he will be 18 weeks tommorow.. 18 weeks.. wow!!!!! its crazy. hes growing so fast.. rolling over all the time.. even though ive only seen it once.. he waits until im not looking.. or hes in his bed.... ( Read more... )