I was reading my entries from last summer and before that last. They made me happy. I am leaving the country in less than 24 hours, hell yeass!!! Eurotrip!!!!

I wish I could shut out the world each day, only for a few hours, in the early morning, I've been trying as best I can. I wake up and drink a coke and study these words of wisdom. I can make decisions, I can clear my mind and think. I am calm and unaffected. I can dissociate from the world, and it's okay, it's good for me, it's neccessary. ( Read more... )

summertime is another dimension. so here we are, living the best days of our lives. okay. thats all for now.

remember, tucker knows best

I'm home and I'm happy.

( Does anybody happen to remember..... )

Cigarette smokers are true addicts. They need any type of drug all the time so bad so they smoke cigarettes and the small amount of nicotine every couple of hours keeps them going. We are all addicted to something. I am addicted to drugs, I am addicted to the feelings I get from taking drugs. I don't like that they eat up my intelligence, my time, ( Read more... )

It's summer. I am out of school. I love the way summer mornings smell when you wake up and the air is warm and crisp. I dont believe in fans so I sleep with the window open all the time ( Read more... )

I was freakin out but I'm past that stage and I'm fine with the way everything is going to work out. I decided I have all the time in the world and I don't even care what happens anymore. I'll find my way, we'll all find our way. I have to stick around for my little sisters birthday, since I missed it last year, I want to throw her a party at ( Read more... )

Magic Mushrooms. I actually orchestrated a drug deal while at work, it was fabulous. So sunday, we're going to drum circle, and we're booming.

so i'm reading a book, I stole it from my english teacher. It's causing me to be distracted while constantly thinking about the thing which I am putting off. I am feeling trapped, i've become somewhat reclusive, somewhat workaholic, somewhat sad, and mostly lifeless. I need input, i need to hear about somebody's life. tell me about yours, please. I ( Read more... )