Last night we threw a crazy party at this kid Matt's house. This was a very spontaneous party, but half an hour into it, 30 people were already there. Everybody was loud and drunk and high so after two hours, the cops had shown up. Most everyone jumped the fence in the backyard and made it out safe, we did the same thing, except that my car was ( Read more... )

School's out soon, about a month. I'm quitting my job, I'm getting out, it's surreal, to think that it's been nine months, to think that so much has happened. My perceptions of distance and time are askew, my mind is wandering miles away. I am coming home.

I feel empty and overwhelmed. Misunderstood and alone. I've been misguided and left behind. Deserted, to be sure. Even with the good, everything is just one horrible experience that drags on for years. I'm exhausted, and I will be for days, maybe weeks, and everything is converging and becoming too much to handle. My mom says I don't ask for help ( Read more... )

I need to come home guys, it's all everyone's been talking about, how good it is to be home, but I wouldn't know, because I am a stranger in this world, even though I've formed many friendships and several connections. It's time to go, I should pack my car, and hit the road.

Went to see the Yeah Yeah Yeahs tonight, after work with Emily. We even got in for free ( Read more... )

You know, I won't forget you, I carved you in the palm of my hand ( Read more... )

perhaps I dislike my present so much that I'm just glorifying my past.

I feel very out of the loop. It would be nice to go home. Can I come home ( Read more... )

Brittany is here.

tonight everything was ominous ( Read more... )