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reinvent yourself;
Ohhh, how I wish I could.

It sounds like such a great fucking idea, doesn't it?
Sounds soo fucking easy, .. only, it's not. Not at all.

It's the new year,
and nothing is the same.

Well, on a lighter note
we went to that dance party thing.

It wasn't too bad.
WE SAW SOO MANY PEOPLEE!
I liked s tarting the new year off that way, it was nice ( Read more... )

Writing all these senior dictory thigs has got me thinking.

There's nothing new that's really happened,
it's all teh same people..
They all just have diffenerent attutides,
and well.. they aren't the same people that they use to be.

I feel like I'm waiting for the past to come back.
For everything to be how it use to be..
And, I guess I'm just not ready ( Read more... )

I kind still wish I was going to Brand New ( Read more... )

I feel like: A3TGowq5t9a(@$(RFma.
Yes, a bunch of jumbled and thrown together words.

To be more specific,
I feel like my life is getting back
into an oldold routine, that I don't exactly what to start back up again.

Well, not while I'm in my last year of highschool.
Maybe not at all, nevereverr.. Well, never say never.

It's just kind of freaking me out.
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I, for one thing, have no idea what to do.

And .. for the second thing.. 
I like a guy with a girlfriend.

Now, at first.. I really didn't care.
I seriously could have given two shits about someone else's relationship that I had the potential to ruin.
Mainly because he reassured me, and told me not to worry about it..

Last night, I just got this ( Read more... )

I'm in this werid bad mood,
like.. it's not horrible, but it's not a good mood.

I've been thinking today,
in the time that I've actually had to think..
Well, more like the entire week..

I think I like someone? Hahah, I don't exactly know if I do.
I know, it's a HORRIBLEHORRIBLE idea, and honestly.. I just need to leave it alone..

But, everyone knows me.. ( Read more... )

I'm not sure why I'm letting this get to me..
I normally don't.. This is the whole reason,
I DIDN'T WANT TO START HANGING OUT WITH HIM AGAIN.

But, no.. of course not.
Do I ever listen to myself?
No, I don't. So, I guess it's my own fault?

I can't help but feel as if I did something wrong,
why else would he have just.. completely turned on me?

I mean, okay ( Read more... )

Well, 
summer's overrrr;
[ Yes, I'm doing this now, only because I won't be able to function by the end of the weekend. ]

Summer was OKAYY, I guess?
It could of been A LITTLE better, but.. things can ALWAYS be a little better.

Well, I made some new friends 
and I rekindeled some old friendships as well.
But, I didn't see a lot of people that I wanted to ( Read more... )

Summer blew..

I'm upset that it wasn't better,
and I'm upset that it's over..
Only becauseeee.. It's senior year, dude..
This is fucking itt, we're almost done guys.

Then, it's on to having to make something out of our lives..
And have that structue and routine of .. school, anymore.
That's scary for meee, like.. reallyreally scaryyy, I don't want it to ( Read more... )