I don't know if I want a boyfriend?
I really don't, haha. Stupid, I know.
That's okay, I should have it figured out fairly soon.
Probably not, though. Hahah, yeah, whatever. =].
I really.. haha, I dont want one. LOLZZ..
I guess, right now, I'm just having fun? WE'LL SEE!
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I think that I'm ready to stop acting like a kid,
and grow the fuck up.
With everyone, with my friends, with boys, with my 'relationships' with boys, and my friends.

I don't want to just sit here, and watch everything pass me by.
I don't want to watch something bad happen, I don't want to watch it progess, and NOT do anything about it.

I want someone to ( Read more... )

Well,
My birthday started off pretty shitty, but it wasn't that bad because I was still with my friends.
Haha, just let me relive this.. awesome day. Hahah, =].
Well, 1st I wake up to the lovely surprise of my bestestfriend in the whole wide world! MY FUCKING PERIOD.
And my mom isn't here, she's in rochester watch B play field hockey. 
So, I had was all ( Read more... )

Now, I know that I'm not better than him.
I don't believe in that surperiority complex bullshit fucking deal.
I do think that I just might deserve to be treated with a little more respect.
I'm beging to think this child has no intergrity what-so-ever, come on, dude.. where's the honesty?
OHYEAH, it's not there.
As sincere as this kid can be, he drives ( Read more... )

Well, last night was interesting to say the least.
I'm aggravated, pissed & a little disgusted, I'm not going to lie.
I'm probably going to offened you, 
& I'm sorry if I do, but I think it needs to be said on many differen't levels.

I think there's some certain people out there that still have a lot of growing up to do.
I know, who in the hell am I to ( Read more... )

Annndd, we're homeeee.
I'm kinda of excited that we are, and then again.. 
I kind of sorta wouldn't have mind sticking around with my family and Steph for a little longerrr!

Here are some pictures, I didn't really take any..
There all on Katies camera;


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Hmphhh.
Welll, those little lyircs up there seems to ring true for me, 
I don't know about you, but good ole' kayne never fails for me, haha.

I've decided that I'm not going to associate myself with Nick anymore, haha.
I know, I know! How many times have I said that in the past? LOTS, but.. I'm serious this time!
I've only know him, pushing two months, ( Read more... )

I found something out last night that I could of been completely fine never hearing..
Okay, that's a lie.. because, I did want to know, but.. it still sucks having to find it out.

I'm not worried,
well.. not as much as I was before.

It's their choices, and their bodies..
Who the hell am I to say that it's wrong, and it's fucking up their life?
Hey, I ( Read more... )

Ever get that feeling,
where.. you know that you shouldn't be there,
but you want to be so bad, even though you told yourself that you wouldn't be?

Yeah, that's kind of where i am right now.
With two completely differen't people. I hate it.

I don't understand why I have to pick the most
fucking retarded boys in the entire world. seriously.
Carly, you feel ( Read more... )

so, i was thinking;
and well, i was thinking about how different everything was this time last year.
and how much i honestly miss it being that way.
Dont get me wrong, i love where i am right now, things really aren't going too badly for me. 
I just miss everything.
I miss when getting fucked up was a once in awhile thing,
it still is for me.. i just ( Read more... )