[Jun. 13th, 2005|10:21 pm ( Read more... )

Sean,

there's so much to say & I dont know where to start.  I wish you know how much pain this whole situation is putting me through.  I know that you want to be with me, I know that you dont want to break up for good.  I understand that you're stressed out & that you need space and I'm going to give you some but Sean we have something so good.  I ( Read more... )

I cant STAND how you always think we need to break up when we fight. I cant stand how when we "take a break" you're automatically single & you have to make sure everyone fucking knows it. like taking me out of your info. like changing your myspace status to single. that's bullshit. I dont wanna put up with that. I cant stand that whenever we ( Read more... )

-my birthday was Sunday
-still in love :-D
-no longer besties :-/

soooo...I'm at Jess'. she's in the shower. I'm bored.
football season's coming..woo..:-/

I LOVE SEAN MICHAEL NOSEWORTHY.

I know that when I question our being together it makes me sound like I dont want to be with you anymore but that's not it.  you know that nothing else makes me happier than to be with you, but I just wish I wasn't so paranoid about things between us.  the only reason I question it is because I'm afraid that something's gunna happen to ruin it & if ( Read more... )

people tell me not to worry about it. they told me that it'll be over with soon enough, it's for the best. but thinking about it passes the time till the day I go under the knife comes. the thing I'm scared of the most is losing the thing I love the most because of my recovery.

Dear Sean,
     now that you've found your Newfound whore, there are some things you need to know.  I'm sorry you feel that waiting around isn't an option anymore but lying to you was my only way of making sure neither of us got hurt, but obviously it didn't work since I've once again ended up where I started, left with nothing a broken heart while ( Read more... )

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!

15 WOOO!

I'm too young.