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it's been awhile. i just ordered warped tour tickets ( Read more... )

Can you type with your eyes closed? yes ( Read more... )

yesterday was my birthday. the day started off negative my mom always knows what to say to make me upset and make me feel soo small. i don't even want to talk about it. so after coming home lockin myself in my room, and crying for about an hour i decided enough was enough and it was time for me to get up and not let anyone ruin my day because i've ( Read more... )

just woke up. i really have a shopping problem because i'm going to the mall again today. everytime i get paid the money is gone before i know it, it's great i love it.

4 days, my birthday - june 30<3 ( Read more... )

haven't been able to update in a while. i was soo stressed about chem, thank god thats over. i really don't know how i did i can't say whether i passed or failed it's weird. i don't even care anymore. if i have to go to summer school who cares? i went last year and it wasn't bad at all and i can actually drive there this year ( Read more... )

matt woke me up, took a shower and i'm going to the mall by myself because i have a lot to get done and sometimes i just like to go by myself. i'm such a looser. today's my dads birthday so i have to stay home and sing AGAIN. it's soo funny my sister's birthdays on the 19th my cousins is on the 20th and my dad's is on the 21st and then mines on the ( Read more... )

sometimes i don't understand myself. i paint these pictures in my head of what i expect people to be and i shouldn't and they're always perfect and noone is and i'm not either. things are just soo hard for me to accept lately. words hurt me more than they should. i make someones nights "miserable" after a good day lately and i don't know how to ( Read more... )

i will never let matt live down falling out of the car last night. EVER. it had to be the funniest thing i have ever seen. my boyfriends such a sloppy drunk ( Read more... )

only two more regents left. i can't wait to finish all these tests. i always get soo stressed out this time of year i'm such a nerd ( Read more... )