crazy few months.
working like 50 hours a week to keep the flat and due to this seeing NO-ONE.
feel so cut off from everyone i used to be close to... :(
sucks bad i just dunno anymore

at last!

i have days off :)
getting very drunk - in my jammies on saturday XD
bloody gid.

fourteen hour shifts?
no braw.

seriously never been so tired in my life.

broken my shoulderblade, back, arm, neck area.
well not 'broken' just ripped/strained badly.
i can hardly move my arm.
CANNOT sleep and yea :|

pain.

Mess.
Fucking mess.

So. I am the bridget jones of falkirk.

Today was surreal.
It's just not really sunk in, want to cry, but as cheesey as it sounds, am scared i won't stop.

Mess.

forgot just how gid hanging out with zara && beattie is :)
had a well gid saturday, and discovered the joy of wii <3

one of my lectures, paul, is sending me to get properly tested for dyslexia.

fun day.

well a day, where i wish more than anything i was a small burrowing animal so i could just hide.

or

i had a VERY large amount of vodka.

everything just got ontop of me today to the point that i had to run away from jane when she said hi because i burst into tears.