I am having a blast here. It's snowing right now. Last night I made snow angels with my cousin after like 5 vodka tonics and a few shots. I forgot how much I really love being around my family. It seriously was a fucking blizzard yesterday, too. It was a total white out. I almost don't want to come home except for the few genuine people that I have ( Read more... )

I need a vacation.

Everyone should stop being so negative all the time. Nothing should ever be taken for granted.

Tomorrow I get my first and probably only tattoo.
Today I study for two finals that I have tomorrow.
Today I don't give a shit because some things are more important.
Friday I will see snow for the very first time ever.

Right now I am going to make some coffee and try not to remember how much I am going to miss my friends when I'm gone.

I feel like a fool, yet again. It's petty and stupid and I shouldn't care and I probably won't in a week or maybe I will...I don't know. I am so tired right now. And I have this overwhelming guilty feeling inside of me. This is precisely why I don't normally let this happen, and now it will never happen again ( Read more... )

My lungs are sore. I smoke too many cigarettes, I should stop. And today I felt like shit.

There are some things that still make me sad sometimes. The song "For a Friend" by Vedera is really good in my brain. A lot of those songs remind me of going to Tampa to visit B-Rye. I am leaving on the 14th and it is already snowing in Cleveland. Then I am going to see John on the 29th and he said that it is already snowing there. There are ( Read more... )

Ew, I can't believe my mom just said that.

And do I ever want a vegan hotdog!

What am I supposed to do? I think I'm afraid...

I am dreading going to work. I am so exhausted. I am always so exhausted. This semester is within days of being over & I really can't fucking wait.

I am feeling all kinds of things in my body but I don't really know how to decipher any of them.

This song is amazing. I can't stop listening to it...

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from ( Read more... )

My dream last night was extremely intense, but in a sort of comforting way.

PS
I need to shower.