"by the way, one year ago today is the first time steve and i ever hung out / our first date / the first time we kissed. so if, by some chance, today turned out to be the day we became official, it'd be amazing. &it's funny, because then one year ago tomorrow would be the day he got back together with jessie, and argued with her about how, no, he ( Read more... )

as an addition to my entry yesterday, i'd also like to mention how devastated i was under the following circumstances:

i went to a show in new haven with kyle and a few other people from school. the show was pretty cool. it was a metal show, and i haven't been to one of those in forever. i was completely blown away by darkest hour, because their ( Read more... )

i'm here!

alright, so it's been a few months since i last wrote. honestly, i think the reason i stopped writing in here is because whenever i actually verbalize (or, textualize, i suppose) my problems, those problems stay on my mind more. i've found that this thing doesn't really help me as much as i once thought it did, but i'm pretty disappointed ( Read more... )

also, a quick note-to-self: i want to write about my thoughts on the police reunion.

Scientists are saying that a relative rise of more than two degrees Fahrenheit threatens to trigger the irreversible melting of the Greenland ice sheet, a 20-foot rise in sea levels, and the extinction of innumerable species and threatens all lifeforms, including us. Just a few weeks ago, an ice shelf in Northern Canada the size of 11,000 football ( Read more... )

I GOT ACCEPTED TO QUINNIPIAC!

now i'm just waiting to hear from hofstra. :)

can anyone fix my layout for me?

i really don't know when livejournal decided to act up, but one day my layout just flat-out stopped working. &i can't stand to keep looking at my livejournal so plain.

if you can just put the codes in, i'll tweak it to my liking. i know how to use codes when they're given to me. my codes just don't work anymore.

last sunday i weighed 125 pounds.

so tell me if it makes any fucking sense that i stepped on the scale today and i am now 115 motherfucking pounds?

i didn't even use two different scales.
HOW DID THIS HAPPEN?

things i should ( but probably won't ) do today;

1. apply to quinnipiac online.
2. drop off my film from the italy trip i took oh, about seven months ago, because my mother has been saying she'd do it since then &she hasn't. and i want those fucking pictures back already.
3. go to the mall &exchange a pair of jeans that don't fit me.
   
4. have a movie night with rj ( Read more... )

“I don’t want anything for my birthday, and I don’t want anything for Christmas. Just please, let me go on this trip,” is what I said to my parents mid-junior year. There were probably about a million other things I could have asked of my parents as a favor, but I chose this because it really was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, ( Read more... )