i haven't posted in this thing forever, wow.

i don't even know what to say i guess? i'm pissed off by most of my friends, and i'm stuck living somewhere i can't stand to be.

what do you do.

i think now, i feel more alone then ever.

( survey! )

so i can't wait for tonight
partyyyyy
and it's not at my house, so i can get plastered and not have to worry about anything.
except for black men hitting on me.

i'm going to canada with matt ford on monday
wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
i'm so excited!

i just realized something

i can party whenever i want :)

i turned 18 yesterday :) now i can buy porno and lottery tickets.

i'm so tired. so so so tired. i have to work really, really hard. i wish i didn't fuck up. i wish my mom was home. the feeling i get when i come home just makes me feel like shit ( Read more... )

slowly slowly getting there!

a goal.