i cant even tell you what it feels like

well, i havent been ont his thing in god knows how long.... because i got a myspace, and that is taking most of my livjournal writting time! lol but anyways...whats new with me.... nothing much, still with matt.... its been a year, yea, we are gonna be together forever! i love him... but as for everything else...i work at hollister now, been there ( Read more... )

i love him i love him i love him.

matthew james thomas i love you so much.

9 / 11 / 05 was a great day even though i knoe it shouldnt have been. rip to all the people who died. but it was a great day and i love my baby so effing much i cant stand it!

my boyfriend is so fucking AWESOME!

ahhhhhh i cant stand it!

ah i am so fucking bored! and tired.... last night nikki lex and i were up real late just being sweet! lol and i have to go to work at 5 but my mom is being a big one and wont let me sleep and stuff.... and there is nothing for me to do!!! i wish mat would just get a car so i could see him more! FUCK, i wish i could get a car so i could see him ( Read more... )

i am missing him so much right now i could cry!
i know it hasnt been that long....
but i miss him.
how much longer will this go one...
when will i see him again!
i love him

my mother is no longer an important person in my life, cuz so far in the last 2 days she has called me a lier, untrustworthy, and a bitch! what kind of mother does that!

not to mention she SUCKS!

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of ( Read more... )

GOD OK MY FUCKIN MOM GROUNDED ME TODAY BECAUSE I DIDNT ADMIT THAT I DID SOMTHING WRONG WHEN THEY WERE ON VACATION.... BUT I DIDNT DO ANYTHING WRONG!

I WAS HOME ON TIME EVERY NIGHT AND I OBAYED ALL THE RULES THEY GAVE ME!

AND SO WHEN SHE ACUSSED ME OF DOING SOMETHING WRONG AND I DENYED IT.... I GOT GROUNDED!!!

SREW THAT!

Am I more than you bargained for yet ( Read more... )

if your eyes turn black with hate,
 and you think this was not fate,
 will those black eyes shed a tear,
 when i die lost in fear.

or will you one day walk threw the gate,
and then tell me it was never hate,
hug me hold me kiss me tight,
then sing me that song goodnight.

goodnight to you,
your my true love.
threw and threw,
 your like my ( Read more... )