I cheated myself.
I'm so... so...
stupid.

I've been waiting so long, to be where I'm goin... in the sunshine of your loooooove...
Yeah, we're no good separate...
together, we can stop a bus.
I hope so.

Strange times.
Strange encounters.

Out of the blue, really.
It reminds me of how pathetic I really am. and will always be.
waiting and waiting.
I'm always on my toes.
Just waiting to say the right thing.

and nothing happens.
High hopes slowly go down the drain I'll soon be cleaning with bleach and a tiny brush and I always fear thats when it'll happen.
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Is a warm gun?
sure.

I'd prefer a warm bed.
and cold water.
blue skies with big, white clouds.
the sun.
air.
open windows.
doors too.
cool breeze.
Chubs.
carrots.
knowledge.
relaxation.
that silly guy.
feeling like I've figured things out.

I'm almost there.

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I'm down if you're down.
Even if they aren't down, we'll still be down... correct?
West is the best.
We'll be pioneers!!

 it freaks me out that the movie Juno made me cry, more than once.
what the fuck.

 I'll tell you what...

naah, I won't.

 
a bunch of bullshit.
thats what it is.

I know how you all like to stick together and talk shit behind each others back.
real classy.
grow the fuck up.

instead of making me look like a giant jackass, you could have told me before.
no. you guys just needed something to bitch about to each other.
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or bitching... you decide.

why is it that I work so hard and try so hard to make something go right and be perfect, but it always some how gets fucked up?

Why is it that I can't speak my mind or, for the most part, speak up?

Why is it that I get yelled at even more when I try to stick up for myself?

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