I wish that I were mean/bold enough to say exactly what I want to people. I have a list of mental messages that I would like to pull out of my magic bag to give to everyone and spread the opposite of some holiday cheer. Probably not a good idea since I have few friends to begin with, but ever so tempting.

My one month in Berlin celebration is officially Tuesday, and the closer it comes the more disconnected I feel from my former life. It was around this distance in the calendar last year that I began to feel similar things. I have stopped yearning for Florida (food, friends, family, etc.) and am now forgetting what those things were like in the ( Read more... )

I need good recipes. Have any?

Constantly twitching feet and nervous thoughts at night are slowly creeping their way into my Berlin life. I wonder if I have a mental illness.

Either way I'm staying put. I finally have something good going on and I refuse to abandon it based on fear that I don't even need to think about for a few more months.

The crazy girl isn't pregnant. I knew that from the get go, but it's still nice to get some peace of mind. Christian passed that test with flying colors, as he does every test. I think you guys just might be surprised at what I do next.

I had a rough day yesterday ( Read more... )

I've smuggled myself into new nationalities, you think you'd be proud of me.

It's funny how quickly things change. Two weeks ago I was waking up to the Florida sunshine, and now I wake up to the alarm clock of a slumbering German. I clean the apartment, make dinner, give back massages and go to the market for fresh bananas and French bread. I spend my weekends partying with people that I can't even understand half of the ( Read more... )

So, after my emotional days I took off and rented a hostel for the weekend. I think hostels are the best thing that you can do in your life for fun. 24 hours a day there is some weirdo lurking about to talk to or have a drink with. I have not been bored for even 5 minutes ( Read more... )

Well, if it did not happen long ago, I have now officially lost my mind. I have no idea what I am doing or how I am going to accomplish what I set out to, but at least getting here is over ( Read more... )