I love the landscape of Florida. This weekend I was swimming in Miami when pelicans flew by, a flock of parrots crapped on my car and iguanas ran by on the powerlines. I sat near the everglades and swam out in crystal clear water looking out at downtown. It's the pretty pictures that will haunt my dreams when I think of Florida. The people, in a ( Read more... )

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That's what it looks like when I read things people write.

I always feel like a complete badass, but the nerves are starting to get to me. Moving to another country is scary! I keep panicking and then remember that there is no way I could be homeless and broke with all of the available funds and alternatives, but I can't help feeling like I'll have nowhere (/no one) to turn to. Oh well. I know that I have ( Read more... )

I knew that when I quit my last job it would be the last time that I would work in this country. This life has gotten to be too much to handle, thus I quit it. I have grown tired of marking down days until happiness on my calendar, and have decided to cheat instead. Plans have been made, tickets have been booked. I have job opportunities and an ( Read more... )

I miss you more whenever I'm at home. I've been home all summer, now I'm leaving you alone.

Everyone everyone everyone is garbage and I used to give one tenth of a crap about what "they" had to say, but now I give one millionth of a crap because everything I have heard today has made me believe that I have to leave. I don't tell all of you in detail about what I'm up to because, sadly, you can't handle it. I'm not out there prostituting ( Read more... )

I don't even know what to say anymore. Now probably wouldn't be a great time to update a livejournal, but oh well ( Read more... )

I don't know why we hang on to bad feelings and resentment for so long. Once you cut the thing that's stressing you out of your daily life, it's a weight off of your shoulders. Though it may take a week to sweat out the dramatics, once the adjustment period ends all things are tolerable. You will often find that something better (or many somethings ( Read more... )

In the last couple of days I have given up on friends and family. My family literally drives me to the point of insanity, and nearly every friend has ditched me in an inconsiderate way. I'm just exhausted from it. I have been wondering what I'm doing wrong forever, and I finally have decided that it isn't me. It's all of you. I'm a good friend. I ( Read more... )

Things with Christian are getting controversial via myspace. It's so lame to have a mostly internet based relationship. However, when language barriers are too rough for an international phone call and it's taken me this long to work up the courage and money to go back, I have to take what I can get. The prospect of already having a boyfriend in a ( Read more... )