My other half arrives on Friday, at 430 pm. Lovely !!! and that is when my birthday festivities will take place. And when me and my mother will have a nervous breakdown. But what can I say ( Read more... )

Oh yeah i almost forgot that new york was completely ill and i had so much fun. It made me miss it even more. Lets see umm what like 2 more years? Yeah fuck Florida.

And its as if the burden from my shoulders has been lifted. And i couldn't be happier. Now all i have to do is be patient & hope for the best. Im trying to spare her feelings, the poor thing has no clue, but at the same time im tired of not doing things for myself but in turn for others. Ive come to the conclusion that i can stand up for other ( Read more... )

And I have this dream where were on hillside ave, stuck in traffic. the colors all around us are bright and swirling together. there is chaos everywhere. were waiting, waiting, and it seems forever, like we arent going to make it. But after waiting and waiting, we finally reach FP. and its the most amazing place to me, and the sun is shining so ( Read more... )

New York in 3 days. This week is dragging by. Its only fucking Tuesday. I cant wait. I really do miss it there, now more than ever. But im really blessed to have a lot of great friends here. Well it's a new year and ive made some new changes. No more sulking, crying, wondering, wishing, waiting, for something that never should have happened, and ( Read more... )

Christmas is almost here. I go to New York in 32 days. Mississippi in 10. Christmas in 13. hmm lovely. well nothing has changed really. im still loving life, yet frustrated with certain people. actually a certain someone. its pretty obvious. im just tired of feeling like im waiting for something to happen. Ive honestly learned that if you want to ( Read more... )

I knew it was too good to be true.

I never will forget those night
I wonder if it was a dream..
Remember how you made me crazy?
Remember how i made you scream?
I dont understand what happened to our love
But baby when i get you back,
Im gonna show you what im made of.

BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH.

is "blah" even in the dictionary?  maaaaaaannnn.. FUCK YOU. and yo couch.

is everyone completely aware that is IMPOSSIBLE to completely clear your head?

i feel like just cursing at everyone who has done wrong to me. damn..

I had a great weekend. Thursday i went on a date with the one, the only KEYLEE! i miss her so much! gah. friday i went to novemberfest and kaylea & nikkie slept here FOUR FO YOU GLEN COCO, YOU GO GLEN COCO.. LANOLIN? YOU MEAN LIKE WOOL?.. BROWNS FOR EVERYONE! haha.. um on saturday i did nothing and then ate pizza with kay.. and today i went to ( Read more... )