its a new year & its time for me to start over. i have a good feeling about this year ( Read more... )

im not going to new york until june instead of november. you gotta be fucking kidding me.

Now, I at least know true feelings. I guess my mind was playing tricks on me.
Always go with your first instinct.
Things are looking up.

i cant sleep. i wish the world would leave me the fuck alone already. ive got 2 jobs now, plus babysitting, plus school, plus doing absolutely nothing. i feel like i dont enjoy life anymore. im either working, sleeping, or stressing myself out over ridiulous things. this year has started off crappy. anything good that ever happens will never last. ( Read more... )

Why do i put up with peoples shit? Why?
I never used to. I feel really old.

well not really that long but it feels like it. summer has been good, not as amazing as last summer but still good. ive been trying to attempt to eat healthy, but those milkshakes at work are killing me. literally. michael is at his dads house, and has been for 2 and a half weeks. lets just say that absence really does make the heart grow fonder. ( Read more... )

i already fucking told you & you still dont get it. there is definately something fucking wrong with you.

im almost positive that there is nothing worse than having a nervous breakdown in the beginning of history class. everything went bad.. fast. its crazy really how life changes on you. Im getting fed up; there has to be some changes. Or else its over. And theres no more room for second chances. I have volleyball for about 6 hours today. I dont feel ( Read more... )

Why would you act one way around our friends & another way when we're alone?  Its tearing me apart really, I dont know how much more I can take. Im supposed to be the one with the commitment problems, remember? Im the one who made you wait 4 months before, and then another month this time. Because i dont like commitment. But now youre the one who ( Read more... )

Life continues to amaze me.. its lovely ( Read more... )