In the year 2005 I resolve to:

Have at least one orgasm per hour.

Get your resolution here

damn.
that was last years too.
if you didn't notice.

the other night.
i went outside.
& i listened to "thank you" by zeppelin.
one of the most beautiful songs.
lyrically.
i thanked god that i'm alive.
& that i'm off of drugs.
for good.

my eyes were opened.

the happiest i've ever been
in my entire life
is right now.

everything is going so right.
i come home tomorrow.
my boy is spending 3 or so night at my house.
cross your fingers.
i hope this one works out.

i'm just waiting for something to go wrong.
it doesn't seem real.

<3

I'm on my sixth day of sobriety ( Read more... )

week in florida ( Read more... )

it's been awhile.
i've been working.
feeling sorry for myself.
& not going out enough.

tonight is which one's pink?
in la.

i'm falt fucking broke.
my friend gives me the creeps.
but at the same time excites me.
i'm living with the falbergs.
i got kicked out of my house last monday.
i like it here.
i feel free.

i know that i will never get rid of this feeling ( Read more... )

my life is falling apart
right here
right now
with the world watching me
waiting for me to break
but i'm trying to hold on
trying to put myself back together
piece by piece
but you still have my heart
so i will never be whole again

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