i miss you ( Read more... )

i went and stayed in manhattan beach with my dad
it was amazing
and my brother . . .
there are no words to express how much i love him
he is the most amazing boy
there is no one like him
and he is just perfection
and he looks out for me
he protects me
and he is 14
that's love.

i got my guitar today
it's pink
and red
and perfect
it cost me a penny
thank god for e-bay.

i'm coming home.
why am i scared?

i think its because everything will be real again
and this pain will hurt so much more.
wish me luck
better yet
pray for me
even better
pray to me
ok i'm done

( but why are they blurry )

3 more days.
then i'm coming home.
aren't you excited.

lots of pictures to post.
i'll do that later tonight.

it's sad when your town is named Plainfield and called a village ( Read more... )

new journal
i was tired of the old one
and it didn't even have any meaning.
so why bother?