School's real fun. I miss knowing that my cousins are my best friends. I miss Steph alot.
& I've recently found out that Brian Baldo will always be my number one.

I'm developing through the negatives, finding light through darkness.
Figuring out how great I've got it, only when I've lost it.
But I'm positive things will end up the way we want it, ( Read more... )

1. Shows like Queen Bees remind me of Kairos ( Read more... )

Somethings are obviously going to change this year I bet.

Well, this is it. College, here we go.
Steph, can't believe I'm doing this without you, babygirl. ]:

 "Life is like a photograph, through the negatives we develop."

Off to Chicago tomorrow.
I love you, Steph!
I love you, James!
See you soon, I'll miss you guys so much.. 

"Your friends reflect who you are."
Why am I being parted from the right people? 
The ones I want to be like, the ones I admire.
The ones I love, the ones who love me back.
The ones who helped me get through it.
My priorities are fucked up, I need a change.

That phrase is so true. I'm becoming someone that I don't want to be. I see it, I feel it. What ( Read more... )

Imagine getting a ticket to get into USC or UCI. Cal or UCLA.
All I need are the grades. I want it.
Sometimes I don't feel Fullerton is right for me. Maybe because I haven't really been there yet. I just gotta keep my head up & not let the paths of my friends influence me. Time to live my own life. Time to be independent. Obviously something's there ( Read more... )

Good morning to Danielle, Miss Emotional Wreck.
Miss Unintentionally Shares Her Burdens.
"I think I'll go to Boston where no one knows my name."

Let me practice getting my life back. My real personality back. Let me prove to myself & to you how much I want us to work out. Let me understand how to untangle myself from my paranoid thoughts, let ( Read more... )

Remember when I used to be your number one ( Read more... )

Lately I've been thinking as though my thoughts were weighed. That if I think too much into things, the scale would tip, causing and unnecessary amount of anger & stress. If I think too little into things, the scale would tip too; this time because I would overlook too much & be too vulnerable. My problem is, I don't know what's enough. I don't ( Read more... )