You know, I just realized this and feel like sharing it. I've been uselessly miserable with absolutely no justification aside from some sort of horror at the world that is so big I almost can't explain it which translates to fear and stupid, stupid, stupid hesitation (which happens when you ask too many questions). The point though, is that as ( Read more... )

By allowing politicians to represent our communities we give up swome of our freedoms. By alloing corporations to influence our representatives we forfeit what was left of those liberties. These faceless entities only wish for the betterment of our communities to the extent they can continually make profit. In accordance with those desires, so- ( Read more... )

the wolves know my name ( Read more... )

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It is not a lack of desire that keeps me from writing.

Kidney stones.

Deirdre summed it up like this, "i rang in the new year with a kiss on the forehead from dani while she danced to frank zappa and mitch playing digeridoo directly in my ear, and then watching everyone get drunker and drunker until it was time for primal chanting and banging wooden things together."

It's funny when you realize that you're doing the same things you did five years ago, except now you're a slightly different person and also slightly less inspired.

"It's a strange world. Some people get rich and others eat shit and die. A fat man will feel his heart burst and call it beautiful. Who knows? If there is, in fact, a Heaven and a Hell, all we know for sure is that Hell will be a viciously overcrowded version of Phoenix--a clean well-lighted place full of sunshine and bromides and fast cars where ( Read more... )

"She tells us in the prologue of her book that she's like this animal, cut open with all its vital organs glistening and quiever, you know, like the liver and the large intestine. Such visuals, everything sort of dripping and pulsating. Anyway, she could wait for someone to sew her back up, but she knows no one will. She has to take a needle and ( Read more... )