I’m drunk off your kiss
For another night in a row
This is becoming too routine for me
But I did not mean to lead you on
And it’s all right to pretend
That we still talk
It’s just for show, isn’t it
It’s my fault that it fell apart

Just maybe
You need this
And I didn’t mean to
Lead you on

You were everything I wanted
But I just can't finish what I've started
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So I have officially decided that I hate pretty much everyone...because they suck

even the boys suck. like I feel like things aren't going anywhere anymore. They were progessing for a while and well then they weren't...and it's not like things are going down hill or anything they just aren't going anywhere period and it's kind of annoying because I ( Read more... )

I think I'm totally over all of this shit. I mean honestly how pathetic can people get? If they want to fuck things up and ruin someones relationship so bad why do they have to drag me into it?

Or if they want to destroy mine why do they have to drag them into it?

I love my friends and I hate how this is effecting them because I know that this is ( Read more... )

I think I'm over this because no one ever reads my lj anyway and no one ever comments or anything and well it makes me very sad. so I think I might be leaving...this thing...

I really should stop getting involved in other peoples business...ex: reading other peoples e-mails. because I always seem to hurt myself that way.
and I guess it's not right to do what I do anyway, but if I didn't then I would never know what goes on because no one wants to ever fucking tell me...
am I wrong for doing this?

I hate how I can be so frustrated one minute and then so forgiving the next like nothing ever happened?!?! Or maybe I just blow things out of proportion and it really wasn't a big deal in the first place? I dunno but whatever is going on I guess needs to stop because it's driving me insane, and the more that goes on the madder I get at him and then ( Read more... )

So today was the first day that I think I actually [love] Reno weather. I mean it's not very often that it is sunny, windy, rains, snows, and HAILS all in one freaking day...I mean it like never hails in Reno so I found it [some what] exciting. I mean dude in my car, on that roof, it totally sounds like it's going to come through and [kill(s)] you ( Read more... )

Don't you just love it when a person you care about with all of your heart just seems to be throwing it all away? You would think that someone would care about school, but no lets not go and just fail and take summer school maybe...well did I tell you that getting you G.E.D and not graduating with your class is for fucking hicks and slackers. Way ( Read more... )

Hooray for never knowing what to say in a livejournal update...no wonder I never do it anymore.
So its been forever since I have done this and I can see why, my life is effing boring and I really don't have anything I want to write about.
so there I updated!
<3

Look I'm updating my journal...finally...