life is not too good.

i love/hate opiates with a passion.

im on meds
atenolol
paxil
methadone

not doing good in school at all

constantly depressed.

i have no idea what i got myself into.

only good thing to come out of the past month is snowboarding.

dare i continue my rant about work ( Read more... )

i feel like i live at the mall.
i've been there everyday since sunday and for my entire day.
im getting a lot better at the job.
my social life is gone.
luckily i have the weekend off by some miracle.
i work with hot girls.
hot.
i have no time for friends, family, or snowboarding.

i'ts cool
this check is gonna be a fatty.

after almost 2 years of not having a job

i have a job

i work at the edge at the inland center mall

pretty kick back.

my legs are killing me

now that i work and im gonna have less time to snowboard and once i finally start school in january i dont think i'll have anytime.

my season pass will go to waste.

i graduated high school last thursdsay which made it a good day ( Read more... )

i think its sad/dumb/weird that people who were your absolute best friends at one point not too long ago can just completely flip a 180 and practically become your worst friend if you can even call them your friend. thats one thing. but having two of your old best friends do this to you and do it to you together. i guess thats life? at first i was ( Read more... )

pffff
who even needs a stinkin diploma??

so yesterday i went to disneyland with jen zane brendan and lauren and met up with marissa and roger. i has THEE best time there.then we went to hooters, hotels, and back to yucaipa. way chilll

so i hella ditched school today and went snowboarding. sickkk.

i like

being rejected by girls that like other, better guys. i liked her a lot

not having friends that wont call me back

not having ever having anything to do but go to parties during the weekend

throwing up on my pants

being in a bad mood