I haven't been writing, and it is definitely reflecting in my mood.
I'm happy, but I'm not. It happens to be the worst feeling that exists.

The drive here was fun. Talk of music, drugs, good and bad people, Arizona, skateboarding, school, all of it. It was like we were connected through one thing or another. Wait, we are connected. It took me a long time to realize that I am as equally as important to them, as they are to me. It's a pleasant feeling ( Read more... )

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The cloud has been blown away by the prettiest breeze you'll ever feel.

I'm inlove.
I'll be done with highschool by December.
I figured out what I'm doing for college/cos school.
I am genuinely pleased with the turns my life encounters.

This is pointless. I don't know why I use this anymore. I hate that I'm not happy, so all I have to say is negative things. I don't think 'll be using this much anymore.

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As we layed there, we talked of perfection, but I didn't believe in it until I met that moment laying next to you in the grass. Listening to Modest Mouse and Bright Eyes. Looking at the sky, eyes full of wonder and compassion. We layed our dreams and hopes upon shooting stars, and thought ourselves through. I couldn't have been more pleased. I ( Read more... )

Everyone's got these super poetic and life-changing things to talk about. I feel like I should step up to the plate with more. But, I can't. Because at this moment in time, I don't have it in me. All I know, is that at the end of the day, I know you made me happy, but now, I make me happy.

Thank you.

I'm listening to The Audition's - Don't Be So Hard over and over and over.
Reminds me of the days.
All smiles baby, all smiles.

The two halves of my heart are both leaving me.
Life is going to be hell without them.

(Tara and Ashley, Iloveyou.
Don't die while you're gone.
I'll die without the two of you.)

A girl needs romance.
But, I'm not a ( Read more... )