never. why is never the first word that pops into my head? that can't bode well for anything at all. i decide to write what i'm thinking and the first word i think is never. whatever. never. i can't stop thinking about him, i can't. i try to, because i know the more i think about it, the more i think about him... the more i want it, the more i want ( Read more... )

i realized why i like the guy i like so much ( Read more... )

you know when you think your life is a movie so you say and do stupid things only to find out that the other person doesn't have the same script ( Read more... )

last night, that i have never been in love ( Read more... )

as the year comes to a close, i routinely examine the last 365 days. i usually begin with the events of my new years eve, because i feel it always sets the tone for the year that's to come ( Read more... )

so, i went to look at a school yesterday - i.a.r. (institute of audio research ( Read more... )

i broke up with my best friend ( Read more... )

i don't mean to get all corny but i think it's necessary. i am really and truly moved. today, getting to vote in my first election - i felt so adult, and so ... american. and seeing the result, i feel even more american. i am happy that we are, or at least are headed in the direction of being 'one nation, under god'. i am happy that there are ( Read more... )

one year ago, i decided to move back to ny ( Read more... )

he first came into the store about 3 months ago ( Read more... )